Do I love him?

In all the times I thought to my self " I love, Him. I want to stay by his side forever" I never thought I would have tears of joy with the thought of hearing his voice. There were times after I was married that I thought "do I really love him? Would I miss him/cry when he is gone?" Sadly some of the time it was no but as we have move forward together I have found that God has the process of weaving our hearts into one. I smile at the fact that there is a country song that describes it perfectly called I Thought I Loved You Then. This song now floats through my mind when I picture our short marriage and how God has caused this small seed of love to grow. Our little man, CB, is teething his next set of teeth and is not sleeping well so pardon my spotty thinking but somehow I would like to convey the wonder I feel in the fact that in 19 short months a love that had a good start but some doubt has turned into a longing to intertwine fingers as we walk life's path. What a mighty God we serve!